Whoa, it has been a pretty long while since I've posted anything on here. I wonder if anyone actually noticed, but nonetheless, I AM ALIVE. So far, a lot has been going on with my life. But not too much to keep me from the internet life, apparently. It would take a long ass post if I tell you everything, so maybe I should just summarize all of it up. Y'know, focus on the highlights maybe.
One. I'm glad to say that my "social" life has blossomed slowly, but surely and rather eagerly over the days. It is amazing how the people you meet could influence you out of your usual comfort zone. The lonely weekends and weekdays--I hope--are over, and I don't think I have ever been so thankful. Friendships have gotten stronger, and some got weaker. It's sad and both happy at the same time. But at the end of the day, it is what it is.
Two. The last time I checked, my fangirl-ism over One Direction had turned down a notch. I guess that's a good thing (also kinda not good since it means I'm almost over them, and I still love them I guess but not as much anymore??). Anyway, they'll always be the bae boyband <3
Three. It finally came to me. I need to take care of myself. Life (or my life, at least) isn't just about having my world revolve around unattainable people, there are so many things I should actually invest myself into (!!!). And I'm amazed by how left out I am. (e.g.: girl stuff, clothes, shoes!!) So maybe I'll make it a sort of resolution to let myself experience the feeling of luxury for a change.
Four. My. confidence. should. not. be. at. this. very. low. level. Certain people has come into my life and helped me realize that. Honestly, I don't think I'd ever figure it out soon enough by myself. So this is to giving it another try, and to a whole new year full of positivity and uplifting my own self. +++Self-Esteem and Confidence!
Five. I gotta learn to let go, man. It's hard when you're quite a sentimental person, but when things begin to wear out and drift apart, then it's time to let it be. I've realized a lot about friendships this year. I won't put it down one by one, but let me just say, even the longest ones tend to become brittle and break. I don't know, some things are just not the same anymore and it feels not right being around. I mean, some are just not even worth mending at all anymore.
Lastly. I don't know if they're aware yet, but these girls
are so truly, fricking, madly amazing. It's hard to believe that I've received the privilege to spend my days and time with them, because they are just fricking fantastic. And that's all I can say.
Have truly Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year, everybody!