Hello there, fellow internet people. It has been days since I've aged a year older and have reached the legal age. Until now, I am still thankful of the wonderful wishes and messages you lovely people have sent me. I'd probably forgot some of it now, but one day I know I'll remember and you can count on that.
But the thing is, the fact that "I'm already 18" honestly does not appeal much to me. It's probably because I'm still threading the water, getting used to it maybe. But you know, this doesn't really make much difference. I'm still going to be afraid and dependent. I still get to decide how I'll act and how I'll be. Sometimes, I can't help but question why people make such a big deal out of it.
Anyway, I'm still thankful and hopeful. Maybe one day, I will be able to grasp and appreciate the essence of being 18. Maybe not until I get to be a beauty queen. *snorts*